Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Today

I wondered how difficult it must be for people who want to make amends to someone like me...I'm certainly not the easiest person in the world, and depending on the "crime" afflicted by that person, I put them into a mental jail and throw away the key.

Being pregnant isn't easy, being pregnant and alone is even harder...I relive every hurt as if it were yesterday, keeping int fresh in my mind, stoking the flame of hatred and revenge...I wish I could forget, but it's easier said than done.

Maybe tomorrow might be a better day for me and God can grant me the grace to forgive those that hurt me, they same way he grants them the grace to forgive me for hurt that I've inflicted.